A Constant Balance.

What I wouldn’t give to not be sitting here today. Staring at the calendar wondering. Wondering how the days fell one by one.

My life has been measured in blurred + hazy days. Many of them lapping over in the next without so much as a second thought from me. There have been many moments where I have felt like an outsider looking in…watching someone else’s life play out before me. Surely this can’t be mine. The life I know is contained within a perfectly shaped bubble.

But this new life? It is unfamiliar. It is a constant balance of living + missing. This is the bare bones truth and it is quite simple.