Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Touch With Your Eyes.

If you just look...

"If you just look at all that already exists in your life, all that you already have: unlimited air to breathe, ample lighting to see, music to hear, books to read, stars to dream by, trees to gaze at, floors to dance on, friends to cavort with, enemies to befriend, strangers to meet, woods to walk through, beaches to comb, rocks to scale, rains to cleanse you, rivers to float you, animals to comfort you, you do have to admit, there's more of it than you could ever, ever, ever spend."

{But try anyway.}

Monday, December 17, 2007


12/04= This is {ME}

CHARMING and intelligent, you tend to watch people.
Although you may engage in conversations, you are often reticent
when it comet to sharing your private thoughts. You value time
spent alone by yourself and with the people who mean the most to you.
The need to build a secure financial base is important to your well-being.
Your ambition should be channeled so that you can accomplish your personal and
professional aspirations. Wearing, meditating or surrounding yourself with canton
allows you to flow more easily and dissolve any feelings of separateness that you
may be feeling.



Mary Lee Bonasera Matthews : Worry is not necessary. Spend an equal amount of time counting blessings. Start with your childhood. Take the time to remember to really appreciate each blessing, absorb it and think of all the good effects it has had on you and others. Don't overlook the ordinary. There are a thousand blessings in every moment, if you look. Each breath and heartbeat, every color, texture, taste, smell. A lifetime of blessings, beauty, love. Thankfulness is like water. Allow yourself the release, the cleansing, the quenching that gratefulness brings.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

12 Days of Christmas.

Check this cute you tube video out....just love it, love it!


Thursday, December 06, 2007


so positive.
so peaceful.
so focused on family.
so focused on the good in life.
I believe it's there.
We just have to find it.

The Storm.


Love is neither a feeling nor an addiction. Love is a choice which is built or torn down by a series of related choices. Lust,however, is a feeling and as such can be addictive. Infatuation, is a more romanced version of lust and can be a more socially acceptable form of the same addiction.

I think it takes a strong connection and a lot of patience. A connection is just random and I believe you have to wait until you find it. But when you do find it, you have to pursue it and have the patience to deal with all the hardships in the relationship that'll come along.

No matter who you are love is destined to appear; Introvert or extrovert, Cinderella or the ugly queen. Love knows no face expression, no past, and no hurt. You don’t have to fulfill some category to be loved. The question will be; will you ignore it and hope it goes away, because of uncertainty and your insecurities or you can take a chance and be surprised.

"Love is complex. Sometimes it doesn't need to be understood. It needs only to be accepted."


Some days she makes me so crazy, but I still love her.
She jumps, barks and bites, but I still love her.
She licks my face and gives me kisses when I want kisses from someone else, but I still love her.
She cries when I leave for work in the morning, but I still love her.
Lils...I will always love you!

Wednesday, December 05, 2007


One of the things that I've learned and that I continue to learn in my life is that "life keeps life-ing." It always has, it always will. It's my reaction (or non-reaction) to whatever is happening that I'm constantly observing.

Now, what are you going to learn from your reactions? You can keep running, doing, and moving a million miles a minute to stay one step ahead of these feelings. When you do that, I promise you – they'll just keep coming back, knocking on your door louder and louder and louder to be heard. Or you can begin to trust and be with these feelings more so that they can begin to dissipate and dissolve and not wreak as much havoc. You will be freer to create the life of your dreams, your vision.

Always know that whatever is happening within us is just great information for us to learn more about ourselves, to live with a higher level of consciousness, and to eventually and gradually have more and more peace within ourselves, within our being.

Odds + Bits.

Perfect wisdom lives in my heart.

The tears of the heart are the ones that no one sees. These hidden tears flow down inside us from a deep and inner endless place of pain and joy. We may smile but it only masks the true feelings that we are holding deep in our inner sacred space. The deep roots of emotion are the scars that we cannot remove but they add character to our lives and our spirits. It is said that a person cannot sing the blues unless they have experienced life with all of the pain and joy and survived. Music touches the soul and heals the heart and mind. To love is to know the true feeling it brings and to recognize it in all things. You can then use that feeling of love to heal yourself and others who have yet to find the love in their lives. No one can forget the pain of love we can only forgive.

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Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Life + Me.

Ok, I have to admit that my life has been on hold for a quick minute. I really have not been myself, you know the bubbly, altogether to happy, inspiring, thinking out loud type of gal. This past weekend has been filled with a variety of activity included self reflection. These past months have been filled with joys, disappointment, smiles, tears, highs and low and well, lots and lots of things to think about. It's just a {me} thing. All I really know is that I hated feeling the way that I felt and so I am DOING some major things to stop feeling like a felt. Get it?
Well guess what baby, I'm back and out of the funk! Some things just are meant to happen in your life, whether you want them to or not. Peace out to the crazy and here comes that gal that you know and for sure love, I mean really, look at me! I'm a catch...are you using the right bait? SMILES

August Wilson: “Confront the dark parts of yourself, and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness. Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing. Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength.”


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What a great comment to read on your 30th birthday! He really is a one in a million type of guy!
You totally know, that he is my back-up husband! Yummy!

December 4, 2007 3:21 AM
Happy Birthday sweetheart! Enjoy ur day and I'm happy that we are getting to know each other. I am here for you!!!-Mario

30 Years.

This is how many years I have been born.
Happy Birthday to me!
30 years = 10,950 days.

Saturday, December 01, 2007

Welcome December.

So many wonderful things on my mind this morning. So many blessings. Here's what's happening around here this December 1 morning:

• Had my first ever holiday gathering here last night. It was fun and loud and very merry. The pomegranate martinis were good and all the appetizers people brought were even better.

• Made a quick trip to the grocery store for ground beef (I know, I know), BBQ sause, dove chocolate, and the new issue of Better Homes & Gardens which has a bunch of really great festive decor ideas.

• In checking out a couple of my favorite blogs this morning I came across some fantastic holiday book recommendations. I love the idea of having a basket of books that is special to this time of year. Basically, I just really love books and any excuse to add more to our collection is welcome.

• Took a long, hot, and bubbly bubble bath! Yummy!

• Whatever your plans today, I hope you have a great first of December.