Remembering 10.13.92.

…this is how this one goes…

…sometimes my heart is too heavy and my mind is too jumbled and as much as I look for words, they don’t come...

…sometimes I can’t wrap my brain around it.  It’s too big and too much and I wonder if there will be a day that I can fully accept that this is how it will be for the rest of my days…

…sometimes things happen out of the blue…unexpected…

…sometimes there’s nothing else to say but it's OK.  A breath stealing, heart hurting, mind tingling OK…

......most days I forge ahead living my life…my days…the ones I am here to live.   But today, this day for many reasons, is just so much harder than most......