[Heart] Break.

Several months ago my "boyfriend" (and I use that term loosely) and I split.  He's the best man you could ever ask for and my heart still hurts when I think about the decisions I made.  Ever notice how when you first break your heart, it's this intense, all-consuming sort of emotional pain? I'm from Iowa and like most solid Mid-Westerners, we swallow our emotions well. Maybe I'm just actually emotionally delayed, but lately the heart break is this constant ache that wasn't there a few months ago. Music has been a huge solace and this video I found today has been on repeat all day.